Pain is inevitable; suffering is optional.

Many times I have told him that it's over... and many times he said no... NOT NOW... I STILL NEED YOU...

What does this mean? Damn me. Of course I know the answer I just prefer not to comprehend cause deep inside I know that I can't continue life without him. Well, at least for now. Now, that I have learned to live life beside him. Now, that I have him as my life.

But everyday... I prepare myself for that day that day to come when he'll tell me that it's over. As I promised him, I won't ask a thing. I'll leave and he won't see me again. He may regret ever leaving me but all that he'll have is regret. I believe that I have suffered so much... Sacrificed a lot. And me begging for him to keep me is something that I will never do. I will be his last mistake while he will be my first and only regret.