This is ME moving on...

For a year and four months i was trapped in the idea of you... in the idea of loving you. Desperately i did all that i can to make the relationship work. Gave up my own happiness, my own life for you. But now i have come to realize what i fool i was. Did everything for nothing, gave up my life for nothing.

I always believed that somewhere deep inside that facade is the goodness in you. But now i have realized that there was no goodness in you and you will never have one. You will always be unfaithful, inconsiderate, selfish... A looser... that's what you will always be.

Painful as it is i must go n with my journey without you.hard as it is... i must completely forget about you. I might not be able to totally forget you but one thing is for sure... I will never forgive you.

I will never forgive you for all the pain that you have caused me. The bruises that i endured and the tears that i shed. The hurt beyond compare. That would be your legacy for as long as i live.

The anger that i have is something that no words can explain. I want to curse you for what you have done to me. But i wouldn't do that. For deep inside, i know that even if i don't curse you, you will never be happy. You will never have peace of mind. You will never find serenity.

You are a looser, a jerk and an asshole for hurting me... fooling me.. betraying me and playing around with me. For all that you've done... i don't know if i could love again.... I don't know if i can learn to trust again.

You are my worst nightmare... my worst mistake... and my biggest sin.

Goodbye... this time it's forever!