When do you say Enough is Enough?

I was stupid... stubborn... I was inlove... ♥♥♥

Seriously? I don't know what to think. I don't know what to feel. I just want to be numb. Can I be numb even just for a week... a day? Doesn't matter! For once I don't want to feel the pain of confusion. I never thought confusion could be this painful. That's when you don't know if you should move on or you should let go? That's me... that's my current state. It's like being caught in a crossroad and you have too many options that you don't know what to choose.

Options? Oh yes... I have a lot. But then again... I don't know if I should choose one or not. I don't know!

Part of me wants to move forward. I want to go out have fun, meet people. Part of me wants to have a life. The life that I used to have... free!

However, there's a part of me who wants to stay where I am right now. Just sit right here and wait for time to take it's pace. Wait for someone to comeback. Wait for someone to realize the lost he had.

Again... let me stress, this is me... Stupid... Stubborn... Inlove...

I am in love because that's the only thing I can do. That's the only thing that DOES NOT make sense in my life. That is something that my pride is pushing me put some sense on.

But when do I say enough is enough? When do I say that I have waited long enough and it's about time for me to get up and move on?

I'm not sure yet because everytime I start moving on, that's when I start asking myself... ♪♫ How can I move on when I'm still inlove with you... ♫♪

Oh yes... This is me... Stupid... Stubborn... coz' I'm madly Inlove! ♥♥♥