Maybe

I'm not so sure if I can do this but I am wishing with all my fingers that God would give the strength to stand by my decision. I have everyone around me to be there for me, be with me. I don't need you.

Can i just let you go?

Maybe this time around it's me who wants to let go. Maybe, this time around it's me who wants to explore the world. Maybe it's me who wants to just pause and feel no pain. Coz' everyday that I am with you all I feel is betrayal, deception, pain and all pain.

Maybe this is the point in my life that i will say to myself... "It's my turn!"

It's my turn to be happy, to be satisfied with the life that I have chosen.

Maybe it's about time for me to think of myself and what will make me... ME!

Maybe I will have to break the chain, stop hanging on... Maybe it's about time that I will let go and life my life the way i should. Maybe I can do this... Maybe not.

But I wish I can.