Empty Bed

I woke up after a long slumber only to find out that i have embraced darkness once again. I have tears falling like rain from my eyes. My eyes sore from crying and my heart, my heart just grew tired of feeling all the pain.

You utter words to merely hurt me and cause me agony. You make me feel that I am worthless to you and that you have other women in your life who has caused so much impact. That I am nothing to you... How excruciating can that feel? Makes me wonder why I ever gave you my world when I don't even share a part of yours.

To take a step away from you is something that i can't conceive. To leave you is unimaginable. I am nothing without you.

Tonight I saw the evil come out of your mouth again. It was the same dreadful sight that i thought was gone long ago. Tonight you pierced my heart with your fierced arrow again. Tonight I died.

Tonight, i came to realize that I would rather be invisible to the world and feel no pain. I'd rather be nothing without you since it wouldn't make a difference since I am nothing to you.